Miss you Dave, so much more than I thought possible, you are going to live on my actions and I promise you I will be a better person from now on and not push aside my morals anymore, you are such and inspiration to hard work and achievement, I hope with all my heart I am able to accomplish some of the many triumphs you achieved through hard work determination loyalty laughter, A time for caring and a time to put your foot down when a situation isn't right. You make me ant to be a better man, and I feel guilty for not achieving that when you allowed me to live in your house to get back on my feet 4 years ago. I wish so much I had tried harder. you will always be in my thoughts, and I hope one day I am able to became at least half the man you were. Thank you for saving my Mum, you know how much that means to me. Our last visit was pleasant and I promise..... "Tomorrow I shall only be speaking in French" Love you David, Take care. I don't know where you are but I do hope it is somewhere beautiful. Thank you for all the opportunities to improve myself. I wish you were here to see me hopefully achieve it. much love pal, your not gone. " in the early 1900's Max Planck said...Quote " All matter originates and exists only by virtue of a force which brings the particle of an atom to vibration and holds this minute solar system of the Atom together... We must assume behind this force the existence of a conscious and intelligent mind. This mind is the matrix of all matter" I personally cant believe in something I haven't seen or experienced in my own existence and even if I had I would be compelled to deify whether it was my powerful mind playing a game and illusion and perception or whether I was experiences something beyond this reality, I do not dismiss this idea of life after death, who wouldn't, and the universe both on macroscopic and microscopic levels are weird beyond comprehension. but we are getting there...... You know David it it wasn't for you telling me about your job and the knowledge you had on space physics etc really did spark my quest to find plausible answers to what someone may perceive as reality is just there perception and the current wiring of there brain neurons. God bless you David. And if it turns out death on earth is not the end, IL see you over the horizon my friend. I love you and you take care, wherever you are.

I miss you so much. All of a sudden I remember you will not be coming home today, and my world falls apart again. I can't face doing the supermarket shop, I look for you in the distance as I used to when I lost sight of you, my head buried in bargains. Every little part of my life has changed. Being a widow wasn't in the plan. Yet, here we are. I know you are just a dream away.... and I know you will watch out for me. I will always love you, my lovely husband. xxxxx

We were devastated we could not be there at your funeral David, but I hope you were aware of our own little ceremony at home.